If someone asks him, ‘What are these wounds on your body?’ he will answer, ‘The wounds I was given at the house of my friends.’ Zech 13 v 6

Sunday, February 28, 2010

Mind-set of the individuals who aid and abet Eddie and Kathy on the run.

Eddie has really played up the fear of the humanistic government taking away his children to gain and sustain support. There is a huge sub-culture of Christians who have a real fear that our government is specifically out to get them simply because of their Christian faith. The Rojas's have insinuated that because of their Christian beliefs and practices the state would take their girls and destroy their family. This sub-set of Christians that help them, buy that hook-line and sinker, because the Rojas's seem so "Godly." Do these people even take one moment to consider further that maybe just maybe there is a felony warrant out on Eddie Rojas because he actually committed a real crime?

Friday, February 19, 2010

Don't the Rojas' look so normal?








I finally have some photos that Jairus has no claim to. I have the permission of the owner of the photos to post them on my blog.

Don't the Rojas' look so normal? That's the point! Wherever they are I am sure they are putting on a "happy" face. The photos are from quite awhile ago but as of 2007 both Eddie and Kathy pretty much looked like these photos. Maybe you could add a few pounds, a beard/mustache, and on occasion glasses when your looking for Eddie.

If you have any photos of Eddie or Kathy that were taken after 2001 that you personally took and are willing to allow me to post, please e-mail them to me.

totallycracker@nventure.com

Oh by the way...According to Patrick's sexual psychological evaluation, at the time of these photos Eddie and Kathy both knew of at least two pedophilia incidents between Patrick and his own sisters. Eddie never notified the police. Eddie did not get qualified outside help for his little girls. Eddie kept Patrick's sexual crimes a secret.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Why does Jairus care if I have a few pictures up?

Okay, here's the thing. Jairus Rojas keeps making complaints to blogger.com about some of the photographs that I have put on this blog. Why? The only picture that hasn't been taken down is the one of Patrick off of the sex offenders web site. The majority of the photos that I have posted have been of Eddie, Kathy, and Patrick Rojas. Most recently the picture of Eddie Rojas taken from his Facebook profile page was removed. Even though the pictures have been removed from my blog, I do have a link available (top right hand side) that will allow you to view Eddie Rojas with his entire family.

Jairus may be in Port Orchard, Washington palling around with his sexual deviant, unrepentant brother, Patrick, but he is working hard to help his father, Eddie, stay under the radar as well. Remember that there is a felony warrant out for Eddie's arrest. Do Jairus and Patrick send Eddie money to help support the family while they are in hiding? Why does Jairus care if I have a few pictures up? Keep looking, people.

Eddie and Kathy are out there somewhere with 10 children. It's time for Eddie to be turned in. It's time for the additional victims of Patrick to start their healing process. It's time for this blog to reach the right people.

A felony warrant does not expire. I still have hope.

Monday, January 4, 2010

A Quote


In the End, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.



Martin Luther King Jr.

Thursday, December 31, 2009

I actually considered attending the wedding.

I am mad! I am stunned! I am about to vent.

I just saw some photos on facebook from the wedding my family was invited to. The invitation to this wedding caused me to post about how I wished those involved in the crimes against my child would stop trying to make us a part of their lives. The photos revealed who else was in attendance. I am astonished that after all this time, that after all the posts I have written someone would find it appropriate to invite my family to the same intimate event as Jim Cameron and Dave Barrueto. These men were key players in covering up the gravity of the crimes against my child. They both purposefully withheld information from the authorities, mislead the church congregation as to the gravity of Patrick's crimes, and have continued in fellowship and support of Patrick Rojas. I also believe that these men knew of Eddie Rojas's plan to evade the authorities and helped him leave the state with his family. There are other offenses that have been outlined in detail in previous posts. I bring the above up in this post just to show the insanity of inviting all of our families to the same event. Why would someone even want men like these at one of their most special times in life? Unless maybe they also belittle what these men did and the role they played in the crimes against my family.

This is another example of how the families in this circle of people make themselves feel good by sending us an invitation. It's rude. It's flat out mean.

When I received the invitation, foolishly, I assumed that some of the main players of deceit wouldn't be in attendance if we were invited. It was still a hard decision as to whether we should attend or not because I knew for sure there would be some families in attendance that would be hard to see because of the role they played. Self preservation won out. We were not going to attend the wedding.

When the invitee was addressing the wedding invitation to the Cameron family and the Barrueto family and the Schneider family, did they even consider that my child, the innocent victim, would have to be around these individuals if we attended? Did anyone consider the REAL victim in all of this? Actions taken, once again, would indicate NO.

REALLY the invitation that was sent to our family was in vain. They can say with their words that their intentions were innocent and out of love and wanting us to celebrate with them on their special day. I would reply, "That sounds nice, but REALLY? Would you please just face reality?" Is it loving to just toss out invites to all when you know what was done to our family by specific individuals?

I think I am maddest at myself. I actually considered attending the wedding.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

There are so few appropriate words....


Song For A Friend

click the song title for the link to hear the song

"There are so few appropriate words.....and everything that I try to say ends up coming out
absurd so I'm not ganna say anything to you....I'm just ganna stand by your side...I'm just ganna, hold your hand tight....I'm just ganna, stand by your side until it's through................... I could say that I love you a hundred times....then I go turn my back on you those words prove to be lies...so I'm not ganna say anything to you....I'm just ganna stand by your side...I'm just ganna, hold your hand tight....I'm just ganna, stand by your side until it's through.

There are so few appropriate words.....and everything that I try to say ends up coming out
absurd so I'm not ganna say anything to you....I'm just ganna stand by your side...I'm just ganna, hold your hand tight....I'm just ganna, stand by your side until it's through................... I could say that I love you a hundred times....then I go turn my back on you ....those words prove to be lies...so I'm not ganna say anything to you....I'm just ganna stand by your side...I'm just ganna, hold your hand tight....I'm just ganna, stand by your side until it's through." An amazingly beautiful song I saw performed live by artist Kelli Schaefer.


This song expresses so appropriately how to be a friend in the midst of a crisis. Just be available. Be sensitive to the spirit. Be ready to be an advocate when appropriate.

I am so grateful for the individuals that have walked along side of me for the past 3years. These friends lived out this song. They are still by my side....holding my hand tight....and I trust they will see me through this....however long it takes.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

C.S. Lewis

"There is not safe investment. To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly be broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no-one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully around with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket --safe, dark, motionless, airless--it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. The alternative to tragedy, or at least to the risk of tragedy, is damnation. The only place outside heaven where you can be perfectly safe from all the dangers and perturbations of love is hell." ~ C.S. Lewis, The Four Loves


I was handed this quote from a good friend months ago....she warned me that it might be a tough one to read. It was. I read it and then neatly folded it back up. I have been carrying it around in my daily planner for a while now. Over the months I would occasionally run into the folded piece of paper with my name so nicely written on the outside. I am now in a place where I am able to have this quote open and facing me on a daily basis reminding me to open up. That closing off out of my pain will only kill me inside.