I fought the reality of it for awhile. I didn't want this to be happening. It couldn't be as bad as it seemed. Surely the church leadership would rise up and do what was right. Surely my friends, the people in the congregation, would stand against what was going on. I was disappointed time and time again. Instead of support, more unbelievable things happened. Was the saga ever going to end?
This is some of what is going on inside of me.